by Silas Price

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is not my old fear coming back, you who touch me, if i cannot touch you, i cannot touch anything, you who are learning ahead of me, both a teacher and a classmate,
more and more i hate the idea of you, but love the presence of you, the darkest parts of me despise you, but this is why i follow you,
only when you disappear do i cry with more gums that can be bled,


speaking of network awareness, conceived with blurred behavioral therapy, though self-taught,
living in human to human, station to station, by city,
but i only see the treeline, and its shape against moon or fog, never not stars, and never polluted,
if i listen i hear no cars or planes,
and now i hear them all, i hear everything, i have to go so far into the woods,


dreams more than an illusion, becoming a delusion, there are no texts but set pieces, and dramatic arcs and act divisions, and characters with no motivation but for their own blindness' sake,
how i learned to be excited and freer than those who follow acid dreams to the bitter end, how a drug can become predictable and exotic simultaneous, however debauched the story goes the winners take on new complex forms,
those no-forms to take on,


i will write the scene, so someday, we can all be aware,
night school picturesque destroying natural jail cells, drawn side facing windows discovering, only-colour now, only-colour no-shock no-shape,
on the seventeen-mile panorama, when how the world could be so large, and its windows a hand through,
only then could i touch you back, the softest simplest time, where i must make up a self out of the loneliness, to garden to feed and become immune to all natural poisons,
inscribed there is understanding of one other world.


released October 21, 2016


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November-December 2015, August 2016
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seeking truths via questionable means. variety guaranteed

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